November 19th- Winter Time Blues

I don't know if it's the fact that my birthday is nearing, the Time Change, or the Winter season, but I just haven't felt like doing anything! I have many photosets to edit, so you definitely don't have to think that I am going to disappear. It's just getting me motivated to do SOMETHING! My birthday is just around the corner (Nov. 28th), and I think I just need some pampering. With 2 small kids, it's just hard to do these days. Lately, I've been enjoying my brainless TV time. I've never been into watching reality shows, but 'I LOVE NEW YORK' has been one of them lately. 'The SHOT', 'Project Runway' just started again, and the horrible addicting 'Shot at Love' have been on my list, too. You would think that I'd want to watch the news, but you know how much I hate watching prime time news. I'd rather listen to NPR. Ok, I need to go and study for school, so hopefully, I'll feel better this week and update some pix.

FLASH!In the News: BIRTHDAY WISH LIST. November 28th!
Link of the Day -It's not nice to fool mother nature!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
My Birthday is coming!

November 8th- Mi escuela

This is such BS. My textbook got swiped literally under my nose today in class. I am hoping that it was an accident and will wait until Friday to issue another one. The durn thing is expensive and I have a test next week, so this sucks! I am going to complain so that i won't have to pay for it, since they issued everyone else xeroxed copies and I am one of the few that own(ED) a hard copy, it's no wonder someone jacked mine!

FLASH!In the News: Red Sox WIn. We saw this coming!
Link of the Day -GO IN THE RAW!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

October 28th- Food for thought

Since having kids, it is SO stressful keeping up with what is healthy and what is dangerous for your children. Although, I have always been watchful of what is not good for you out there, I try to keep everything in moderation. I WISH I could afford to eat organic, but then, I read that organic isn't all what it's said to be about..huh? I am always looking for healthier ways to consume sugar (I'd rather eat the real stuff than the fake shtuff!), but then I just read that honey isn't always pure...that they force feed bees corn syrup to speed up production! Horrible! I've always tried to keep up with the GE food production b/c I believe that it is unfair practice by the government and science to do that to us. In other words, I am just tired of trying to keep up with what is good for you and what is not. How can one enjoy life?! hehe. I am trying to sift through what can give me a better quality of life. I came up with..if we can spend $200 on a handbag and $250 on a vintage dress (well, I haven't spent that much on myself in SO long..since having kids), then why can't we spend money on our bodies,staying healthy and, eating right??!! What is that old commercial saying??? "Don't mess with MOTHER NATURE!" SO TRUE!

FLASH!In the News: Red Sox WIn. We saw this coming!
Link of the Day -Sunsets from around the world

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

October 20thth- Halloween

So many changes happen in October! There is 'Fall' backward (the Time Changes, so it gets dark faster), all the stores offer 3 holidays at your convenience, Halloween, of course, Thanksgiving cards, and Christmas! It just gets crazier every year! Doesn't it seem like they invent more and more Halloween shtuff for you to buy each year? I just went to Target and their Halloween section was the biggest I've ever seen it. I always feel overwhelmed about this time of the year. At least I have a costume picked out. My son will be Superman for Halloween and I will be a sunflower. Most of you don't know, but I also have another baby and SHE will be a bumblebee! I would love to share pix and be open with you like Asia Carrera does on her site, but I feel like I need some part of my life to be private! hehe. Aren't my T&A enough? babahahaha. I just don't want all of you to think that I'm just another site w/some fake girl on it. Seriously though, Tigerlily is my 'online' personality, although, I am a real person who does answer her own emails, send out her own packages, and write her own blogs, I just have fun sharing that part of me online. I guess that is my way of playing the exhibitionist. Plus, I love sharing my pix on my site to experiment and explore fetishes that I'm interested in or would like to try even once. And what an advantage for you!
On another note, new baby + school + my son + trying to have some sort of social life + my site = my hard time trying to complete everything on time. Plus, I have a serious problem with procrastination. Honestly, when I was in my 20s, it was probably more of a depression/fear of failure( as opposed to fear of success..kinda like that half empty/half full comparison) type of thing, but now, it's more about me being overwhelmed! I always tell you that you can email me if you want to see if I'm still alive! Bahaha. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed my last update of me. I just finally had it edited after finding it recently.

FLASH!In the News: GM Foods! I believe this!
Link of the Day -My new WISHLIST ITEM. This way, you can get a view of all my lovely shoes that go on my feet!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

August 23rd- Mad Men

Yes, I am officially addicted to this show. Thank goodness it's available on 'ON DEMAND'in case I can't get to it on time, which my cable network offers, so that you can watch selected shows anytime for free, and MAD MEN happens to be one of them! I haven't missed an episode, and when and if it comes out on DVD, I am expecting it gift wrapped! hehe. It puts me in my place, and reminds me of a time, before I had kids, when I dressed up and did my hair, and wore my vintage dresses to the bars in Los Angeles. Well, it's inspiring me to look good again when I leave the house! It's kinda hard to try and wear a silk dress without fear of getting spaghetti stains on it, so I've stored most of my dresses as of this moment temporarily, but have kept a few in my closet to wear. I think I'll start wearing lipstick again. I've only been wearing it as a pick me up lately. It's the ultimate feel fabulous quick fix for a gal. Lipstick illuminates the face in my mind...or it can go wrong when worn horribly. Lipstick, slick hair, and fabulous earrings, are the greatest remedies when a girl is feeling down and blue. They serve as temporary facades...I'm blabbing like there are girls reading this. Are there?

And yes, I am going to get my update UP. I've been super tired lately, so if any of my members would like a free 8x10, then feel free to email me, or else be nice and sit down and wait patiently for me. ;)

AUCTION! White Lacy PeekaBOO bra and ruffle panty! Happy Bidding!

FLASH!In the News: MORE DITA VON TEESE! I missed this too, but then again, I don't think I have IFC. You can check out her Top 10 Indie films!
Link of the Day -AMC's Mad Men REVIEWS!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

July 30th- Super Sized

I can't remember if I posted about that 'Super Size Me' movie that came out awhile back. I finally caught it on some CNN station on cable. At the same time I wanted to barf from watching the entire movie, I craved a burger myself. I went, not to McD's, but to Burger King, and then felt sick after just one burger! Haha. So, now I satisfy my cravings with homemade burgers on the grill. Yummm! It's weird because I compared burgers and Burger King's actually has more sodium than McD's, so I'm guessing that McD's just gets all the slack because they rank the oldest of the stands. Anyways, I also went out and ordered a pizza combo from the mall the other day and was horrified at the size of the slice, the salad, and drink. I haven't been to this place in a long time...like over 10yrs., and I swear, I could finally see how things have changed. The slice was double its size, the salad TINY, and the medium sized drink was a 32oz! WTF?! Sometimes, I can't even finish a can of Coke. Is this supposed to justify their raising prices, because that doesn't make any sense either. Disgusting.

On a more happier note, has anyone caught MADMEN on AMC? What a refreshing change of television!!! I'm sick of reality TV and so overwhelmed with all the home makeover shows. Even if I'm still trying to understand the characters...I love looking at the sets and clothes. I love the 50s an 60s, and this takes my cake. Maybe it's not for everyone, but if you want to get away from the ER and law and order shows, than MADMEN is the 'IT' show of the season. It's on Thursday nights at 10pm PST.

AUCTION! White Lacy PeekaBOO bra and ruffle panty! Happy Bidding!

FLASH!In the News: MY FAVE MODEL, DITA VON TEESE, on CNN, talks about her personal style.
Link of the Day -Follow the Finger

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

July 6th- HOT HOT HOT!

Happy Belated july 4th guys and gals! I don't think I saw a single firework..well, I did look outside for a second and saw some firing into the sky from South Central. Haha. Actually, fireworks are illegal in Los Angeles, but I swear, it was like Apocalypse Now going on all around my place! But, it was all safe and sane...a few M80s going off that scared the jeeheevus out of me though!

An upcoming auction pic coming your way! This dress gave me SO many compliments from GUYS AND GIRLS every single time I wore it! I might copy the pattern before I auction it and try to make it with another material. It's just so damn sexy!

AUCTION! Sexy, but SLUTTY red and black outfit! Hehe.

FLASH!In the News: HAPPY TIPS
YOUTUBE Link of the Day -Paris is Free footage...if you haven't already seen it!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

June 30th-HAIRCUT 100

I cut off about 10 inches of my hair this week. Honestly, I LOVE it, and don't give a damn what anyone says about it. My hair is still shoulder length, so that just tells you how horribly Crystal Gale it was becoming. Hehe...do you guys know who Crystal Gale is? Well, I was not going to end up on some talk show about women who are emotionally attached to their hair, and have mental break downs about it being cut off. I was just too lazy to schedule an appointment, and hadn't seen my hairdresser in about a year! Geeshus (which reminds me that I am also past due on a dentist appointment too!). I'll post a pic soon, so you can check me out. ;) Oh, and I'm donating my hair for children of cancer who need wigs, but I'm still researching charities. Check out my 'Link of the Day' below in case you have any charities you've been thinking about. It's a really good site that lists percentages of where your money actually goes. 'Locks of Love' is the most talked about hair donation charity, but as I researched it, they tend to sell a lot of their wigs/hair, and not give to children in need, so I want to check out St. Jude's Hospital or City of Hope? Hopefully, my hair is in good enough condition for them to take it! One girl I spoke to said her hair was denied b/c she had too many split ends!

Am I in any sort of mood right now? Sort of bitchy, I guess. I'm just tired of negative people, but at the same time, I catch myself being negative too. I need to stop. My son keeps me always upbeat because I refuse to have him growing up like some A-hole to women or anybody in general! My life motto for my kid(s) is for them to grow up contributing something positive to the world/community. Is that so hard? Actually, I would love for one of them to join the Peace Corps! That is something that I've always wanted to do, but for some reason, I thought that you needed a college degree! Don't ask. It's because the people that I overheard talking about it were always PHDs or Masters in education, so I made my own assumptions.

UP FOR AUCTION Blue Strap On Dildo anyone? I figured, what the hell? For fun, you can own it and bat some balls with it or whatever you'd like to do w/it! hehe. It's not a very big one, so small guys can be happy that I don't need a HUGE cock to please me.

FLASH!In the News: Jenna Jameson is divorced? Where have I been? And why are so many stars SO F-ing skinny?!
Link of the Day -Charity Scam Research

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

June 25th-FINAL grade

Whew! I am SO glad school is over and my final is done. I did unexpectedly horrible on my final, BUT I did pass by one point that I had to correct my teacher over. I'm always getting by so luckily! Hehe. I actually caught an answer on the test that my teacher had marked incorrectly, and it was actually another answer, so that gave me the extra point to pass my final exam! A lot of people are going to have to take the test over, so I don't feel too bad, but I thought I would get at least a 'B'.

What is everyone doing this summer? Anything fun? I hope to visit my MIL this summer, and take the train with my son. The last time we went, he was too young to know what was going on, so this time it will be so much fun. I would also love to go camping, but that might now happen until the end of summer, which is probably better anyways, since it will be SO hot!

Mood today is restless....so much to do, with so little time! I have SO much junk in my place, and need to minimize..but at the same time, I don't think I could be on that show 'Clean Sweep' and have those people dictate what I should throw away. haha.

FLASH!In the News: Man w/green blood?
Link of the Day -For inspiration... I forgot to say tell you that you're supposed to click on the pix according to your preference and it will give you a reading about yourself!

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

June 22nd-FINALS!

I have my final this Sunday! How thrilling. Hehe. It's been a stressful quarter, but a good challenge for me. I'll be taking a quarter off to refocus, and to read up on my next class...amongst other things. Other than that, I've just been super busy juggling family life and adult life with school. Having to pay for your own education (besides Jr. College units) really makes a difference in responsibility. Let me tell you! When I enrolled in JCs, the price per unit was about HALF the cost it is now. What a waste of my time! I was such the stereotype, lost high school graduate soul back then. The difference now is that I have SO much more at stake in my life. Having this site and interacting w/all of you really is fun for me and I hope I will continue to excite you, but when I'm 50, not so sure you'll be so excited. Hehe. Unless, you want me to look like Joan Rivers or Zsa Zsa Gabor. Ugh. I wouldn't mind getting an eyelift when my time comes. My mom is in GREAT shape, so I look to her for my future. TIP: When you are dating, meet the parents as soon as possible! Because that is what your date will look like when she's 60 years old. HAHA. Besides that, then you'll know what you're getting yourself into. Serious advice guys...and gals!

My mood lately has been all about John Lennon. I've been listening to 'Imagine' almost everyday. 'Power to the People' is also a good one. If the world could only be about 'Imagine', then I wonder if we would survive peacefully. Just a thought. Well, wish me luck with my final. Physics is really over my head in a foreign language.

I wish I could talk to more of my fans on Keen! Don't be shy guys! When are you available? Drop me a line.

FLASH!In the News: Couple caught running porn from home? And they have 4 kids?! Where do they find the time?! hehe.
Link of the Day - For inspiration...

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

June 14th-last month!

My last month of school for this module ends on the 24th! Yay! Physics is kicking my ass. I have more surprises to let out of my bag, but I will tell you in good time. I just have so much on my plate right now. It's like Thanksgiving everyday for me. Haha. It's a good thing though. I also keep delaying putting up my 'Tigerlily Goodie Basket'. I promise to get that up for auction before this month ends. Geesh. Lately, I've been having fun adding to my Wishlist. If you want to get to know me better and see a bit of what I like, then you should check out my Amazon Wishlist. Not that I'm hinting to anybody...hehe, but of course, if you feel the need to grant any one of my wishes, you will be thanked kindly! I have stuff on there for $2.00 through $2Gs. It's fun to wish for things and get surprises now and then. Girls love it!

FLASH!In the News: I was right about the dark cocoa claims!.
Link of the Day - chocolate daisies?!This puts a whole new light on the Doris Day movie,'Don't EAT the Daisies!'

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

May 4th-Huh?

I completely forgot April in my journals. Basically, I've been tired and overwhelmed with school in my schedule. I have logged onto KEEN for a bit, but I need to get a regular schedule, so you know exactly when I am on! Back to school...I am taking Physics right now, and I HATE IT! I know the concept is simple, but to me, it's just not in english. 'The frequency of the sound propagation speed is determined by its medium of the wavelength and its pulse wave...' blah blah. Maybe I need something that says ' See Spot run and see how far Spot runs.' haha. Well, it's been awhile since I've been in school. This is just a mountain that I have to dig through or climb over to reach my happy trails again.

Since I hate watching the news on TV ( I don't get the BBC channel, otherwise, I might take to watching that), and I am unable to sit down and read it online, I usually try and listen to NPR related news on the radio. I caught KCRW, Left, Right, and Center just now and heard Arianna Huffington arguing with her cohost, Tony Blankley, about our President's answer to " How many troops have died in IRAQ so far?". Personally, I didn't see/read Dubya's answer yesterday, but I guess he 'guesstimated' 3,000, and she was complaining that if you're President, then you should know EXACTLY how many have died because EVERY person's life should be accounted for. Blankley then said that he could understand if he said 1,000 or 2,000, but he said 3,000, and Huffington said she knew EXACTLY how many because she checks the casualty count daily. Well now, do you agree with this or not? I'm going to have to agree because if Joe Schmoe knows and the PRESIDENT can't even say a nearer exact amount (given that this can change by the hour), then what kind of respect can that show to the families or plain ALL of us. All I can say is that I'm going to school to learn 'a job skill' and if I 'guesstimated where the carotid artery was, then I would be out of a job. Enough said.

You can listen to the PODCAST of KCRW's, Left, Right, and Center by clicking here.

FLASH!In the News: dark Chocolate is good.MY NOTE: When you read this article, don't be mislead by Hershey's contribution to the dark chocolate health boom. I've been eating it for years, but realized there is a right way and a wrong way to do it. If you compare the sugar/carb count to a bar sold in a more healthy food source such as Whole Foods Market, then you can benefit even more by reducing its sugar content. All in all, darker is better!
Link of the Day - Whenever you receive those emails and don't know whether it's an urban myth or not...

My Wishlist
-Urban Outfitters WISHLIST ADDED! Or click on Wishlist and enter 'Asian (first name) Tigerlily (last name) to go directly to my Urban Outfitters Wishlist.

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

March 31st-A is for...

Yay! I got an 'A' in my class! And a 'B' on my final. If I had studied, perhaps, 2 hours more, then I would've had that 'A' on my final, too. I really need to do well in all my courses, so I am pushing myself as hard as I have the time for. I have SO much at stake in my life right now, so many responsibilities...they come with age, I guess. Hehe. It feels so good to be back in school!
Don't forget to bid on my sheer panty auction! These are so sexy that I hate to see them go, but I want one of you to have some of my 'sexiness'. Haha. Also, I'll be putting up an extra SPECIAL Tigerlily Easter basket with lots of my personal goodies for auction. Even some of my one of a kind snapshot photos will be included in the basket, and a never before released CD of images that were only given to a couple contest winners. This is so much fun for me to put together. I hope many of you will participate in the bidding to celebrate my 'A' in my class!

FLASH!In the News: OJ is Anna Nicole Smith's baby's father?! Geesh!.
Link of the Day - The beauty of an artist. Love the site design and artist's mission. Envy this.

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

March 16th-Busy month

I have a final on Sunday, so wish my lots of luck! I really need to get an A for myself AND everyone who has supported me through my first module in school. Thank you to 'Mr. M' for finding the medical charts place in my area and for all the little treats of encouragement he has been sending me! The hot chocolate is so yummy!
Anyways, I've been so busy trying to figure out my budget and time schedules. I'm such a bad time management person. Like right now, I should be studying..and I will as soon as I finish this entry. I have a million in one rants to right about but it will take too long, so I'll have to come back later.

FLASH!In the News: Google takes control of privacy issues.
Link of the Day - GOOGLE shakes my martini any day

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

February 26th-bombed

Arrgh, I completely bombed my test yesterday! Lack of sleep and cramming in 3 chapters makes not for a good test day. And, my book's chapter on the brain even states that lack of sleep can affect your memory. Well, all that studying for NOTHING! I was upset...well, I got a C, but that's my first out of 3 'A' tests. I will do better next time, but this month I'm cutting out ALL social encounters and events, and bumping up my study habits. NOt like I have a social life anyways. All of you are pretty much it! Hehe.

FLASH!In the News: Color me blind.
Link of the Day - my fave gal!

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

February 21st-In Pursuit

In Pursuit of Happiness. I saw that movie last month and it was really inspiring. More so than sad for me. Maybe that is what women are going through this month b/c if you take a look at my News Flash, then you'll see the report of Britney Spears gone bald! Honestly, I'm not a really big fan of hers, and I prefer Christina's voice over Britney's, and I think she looks white trash, BUT she actually looks good with her bald head! She is very lucky she has a nice head shape to do something like that. I know I couldn't do it. MOving on, she is obviously looking for happiness and reaching out for help. Long ago, I saw two of Oprah Winfrey's regular therapists/mentors on her show talking about achieving happiness and why some people remain in bad situations like they do, and he/she said you attract certain people/oncomings because that is what you 'exert' from one's self being. (well, something like that) Get it? Like why is it that women who are verbally or physically abused will go on to find a new man who does the exact SAME thing to her??!! I could never understand that, but I know someone who that has happened to and she just recently took him back. Don't ask. She can't be helped..so I thought. And my teacher at school recently told me that people who are poor, choose to be poor. Plain and simple; fact and quite blunt. Do you agree? I do. It relates to every situation. Well, in the sense of social or world economics, then that is outlined with a whole other ordeal. I'm talking about transients/homeless people or most of the people on welfare. It also relates to other subjects as well. Ok, I really need to get off the Net and study, so I'll continue more later...if you have any thougts on any of this, please feel free to drop me a line. Unfortunately, I don't have a 'posting message board' anymore. I really should involve my blog, but I'm not really liking blogspot. Anyone have any other recommendations for blog sites other than Live Journal?

FLASH!In the News: Bald Britney.
Link of the Day - Are you happa?

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

February 20th-SUSHI

Omg, I have to straighten all of you out. If I haven't already mentioned this in a previous posting, but it is one of my pet peeves, so I'll say it again nonetheless...SUSHI IS NOT RAW FISH! So stop referring to it as 'Ew, yuk, I hate sushi, I don't eat raw fish.' What you mean to say is that you do not like SASHIMI! Arrrgh! Sashimi means 'raw fish, NOT Sushi. You can view my 'Link of the Day' and read for yourself. If you don't want to eat the raw salmon, tuna or sea urchin's roe(gonads), then you can opt for the kappa, which is simply cucumber. Even the eel and the shrimp is not prepared raw, so you can try these, too. Plus, there are SO many trendy ingredients and combinations now, such as cream cheese (w/rice? Bleah!), apple, pesto, and cranberry salsa?(wtf?!), that you can be trendy and look cool eating with your Asian girlfriend while not being a hypocrite by being an exclusive 'Asian lover' and not liking our food. (another pet peeve of mine.."I only date Asians, but I hate Thai food.") Hehe, I can go on and on about this whole Asian lovin' thang, but I'll save it for later.
Also, I've added an additional section to my Amazon Wishlist! My son's birthday is coming up in March, so if you feel the need to get on my good side, then you can help me contribute to his education (sort of speaking) by building his book collection!

FLASH!In the News: Year of the BOAR.
Link of the Day - Sushi definition!

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

PART II Amazon Wishlist!
For my son's brain!

February 8th-Money

So, Anna Nicole Smith dies today. I don't know whether to be angry (because she has a newborn) or feel sorry for her...that is, if she did overdose. I will partly blame the media if she did overdose, but I also agree that if ANYONE thrives to be rich and famous, then they should prepare themselves for the brutality of the limelight. It seems on the front side, that Paris Hilton handles the paparazzi fairly well. But, I'm sure it's quite hard not to care what people think of you at times. I used to be a real worry wart about what people thought, and now that I'm older, it really doesn't matter as much anymore. And it's so gratifying to have that feeling once it's earned and learned. I don't think you really learn to feel that way until you hit 30. Everything before that is just a journey to find yourself and accept who you are. This, of course, doesn't apply to EVERYTHING one does in life. Some people take longer...like moi. I finally know what I want to be when I 'grow up'. hehe.
And the other day, I had this wonderful experience of meeting this young girl who had travelled everywhere from Bejing to Russia by way of the Peace Corps! She told me that all you needed was a degree! And I had NO idea. The few people that I have met in the past who joined the Peace Corps had their Masters or Doctorate, so I assumed that you had to be well educated. (See what intimidation can do to you?! You really do have to feel free to ask stupid questions throughout your entire life!) If I knew that sooner, then other than performing on Broadway (haha), that would have been my 'other life' direction. Hehe. I guess I could still do that when I'm older and my kids are grown as long as I can still function properly. I hope my kids will strive towards a direction like that. I just want them to contribute something positive to this world and appreciate who they are and others around them. Not many kids do these days. It's so sad.

FLASH!In the News: Anna Nicole Smith Dies.

In the 'old' News: I can't believe none of you told me about this!!.
Link of the Day - Give Peace a Chance

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

February 6th-Tomatoes

I really love tomato soup...homemade, canned, whatever. I've made my own, and I think I've tried all the canned versions. So, for all you bachelors out there and others who just love soup, here is what I found with the canned varieties. LOVE Wolfgang Puck's canned tomato and basil soup...Progresso's sucks! I'd rather have good old Campbell soup's (with milk instead of water) than Progresso's( It taste like you're drinking sauce). Bleah! Are there any other brands I should try out? Well, nothing is better than homemade..when you have the time.
Also, I've been studying human anatomy/physiology in school and I LOVE it! I didn't think I was the science type, but it really is fascinating. I always thought that anyone who is involved in the science field are brainiacs, but it's all just lik learning a whole other language. I can have a fairly decent conversation about the classic fashion designers, or interpret and critique a design. Betcha a scientist can't do that! hehe.

In the News: Clothes before sex !!.
Link of the Day - Spring Cleaning for the new year.

My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

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February 5th-It's been a long time

Hey lovelies...nope, not another apology for not writing for so long. Just a HAPPY F-ING NEW YEAR and a big fat HELLO to all of you! I hope this year brings plenty of new joys to your lives. I've been busy. I started school again, and I'm LOVING it! It's been a really long time, but it feels good to stimulate my brain! Hehe. I missed so many of you during the holidays. I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas.
My goals for this year are to be on KEEN.com more, become more organized, tempt you with more goodies on EstarBIDS, and write, paint, and sew more this year. Sound boring? Well, I'd like to get more personal with my journals so you can get to know my personal side a bit more...my innerself because you've seen enough of my 'outerself'! hehe. Well, VDAY is just around the corner...and my Wishlist(S) are well stocked. WINK. :)

In the News: Beloved Wive's Day in Japan? Whoa..
YOU TUBE Link of the Day - Pussy Wash

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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

November 10th-More TOP BDAY gifts!

So, I just did a clean sweep of my place. It feels so good to let things go. And I am the WORST when (other than bad boyfriends) it comes to parting my ways with items. I am donating the shtuff to a church after my garage sale. I'm also letting go of the lingerie I've shot with..well, SOME of it! hehe. I wear most of it on a day to day basis, so you can see how I can't just 'give it up' so easily. Well, here are more wishlists items...

I am SO obsessed with these Jane Brown Doyenne boots! I look at them everyday. I need to stop! I wonder if I would even be able to wear them if I had them in my possession!??

These are my TOP BIRTHDAY WISHES:
1) the Jane Brown Black Patent Doyenne boots from www.Anthropologie.com in a size 6.
2) Madison Kasil Jeans, SIZE 24 on my Amazon Wishlist- (already purchased! Thank you 'gotbeer'!)
3) Either 'JBRAND' jeans off my Amazon Wishlist, size 25
4) Collette or Candice style sunglasses in black from Oliver Peoples or Oliver Peoples gift certificate!
5) The 'Art Forms in Nature', Cartoon Modern book(s) on my Amazon list
6) Any of these DVDs- The Schoolhouse Rock, Peanuts, Original Christmas Classics, That Girl , MAry Tyler Moore Season 4 DVDs (MTM dvd already purchased, thanks 'Jake'!) on my Amazon Wishlist
7) Any LUSH, Fred Segal Beauty, Bath and Body Works, SEPHORA, or other bath type of store gift certificate where I can pamper myself.
8) a new hairstyle! (um, seriously. and you would be the FIRST to see what I did!)
9) A kanji tattoo on my back
10) Or simply bid on my Estar auctions and support me and my cause!
11) ****AMAZON.COM gift certificate
Oh, and my birthday gift to you..is hopefully I will be able to get my chat cam up sometime this month. Cross your fingers!

But, special thanks to the 'you know whos' who already granted my wishes..the MJ shoes, the Havaianas, the tea from England, Thank you so much!

In the News: Seriously, this is news?! We saw it coming the minute 'it' happened.
Link of the Day - I scored 11/16!

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-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

ALWAYS UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

November 1st-MY BIRTHDAY AND SITE ANNIVERSARY COMING UP!

OMG, I completely missed posting some news last month! Please forgive me. All you have to do is email me if you want a personal update from me. My regular fans/members know what has been going on. Remember, I answer all my emails! Well, I hope all of you had a super duper Halloween! I had a family outing.

Anyways, the big news is that my 7 YEAR ANNIVERSARY for The Tigers Den is this month! YIPPPEeeeeee! AND, not to forget, my birthday! Another year older, how wonderful. It really is though. I feel like I get happier with who I am every year. Since I've been online this long, I decided that I'm not going to be 'Miss Nice Girl' anymore...I'm just going to tell you what I want for my birthday. So, I expect some good gifts for being nekkid for this long! Hehe. No, seriously, my gifts don't even have to be expensive! I have a bunch of stuff on Amazon that vary in price. These are my TOP BIRTHDAY WISHES:
1) the Jane Brown Black Patent Doyenne boots from www.Anthropologie.com in a size 6.
2) Madison Kasil Jeans, SIZE 24 on my Amazon Wishlist- (already purchased! Thank you 'gotbeer'!)
3) Either 'JBRAND' jeans off my Amazon Wishlist, size 25
4) The 'Art Forms in Nature', Cartoon Modern book(s) on my Amazon list
5) The Schoolhouse Rock, Peanuts, Original Christmas Classics, That Girl , MAry Tyler Moore Season 4 DVDs on my Amazon Wishlist
6) Any LUSH, Fred Segal Beauty, Bath and Body Works, SEPHORA, or other bath type of store gift certificate where I can pamper myself.
7) I have more, but I will keep adding later...

But, special thanks to the 'you know whos' who already granted my wishes..the MJ shoes, the Havaianas, the tea from England, Thank you so much!

In the News: The Beastly Bombing, a must see terrorist operetta, Ending this month in LA.
Link of the Day - Doo Wop Diddee

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-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

September 14th-Pixies

I finally worked up the energy to learn how to put pix on my news posts! Actually, I've known how to do it for quite some time now, but just never got to inputting the code in my posts. So, now I will put more free pix in my posts. Just don't steal them. People forget that even though they are on MY site, the original photographer has SOLE rights to them (unless the model purchases/signs the rights to own, of course.), so that puts the dirty rotten photo stealing scoundrel at a possible hefty fine for using them for their own personal endeavors. For example, one of mine that was shot by Llednor Nadirrehs, was used for a escort site! Wtf?! I told the photographer about it, and he wasn't happy! Nor was I because it was my image, of course!

In the News: Anna Nicole Smith's son dies.
Link of the Day - On a sushi kinda kick

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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

September 10th-Post Labor Day

HI guys! Long time no post. I know, spank me silly. But, I'll love it..and you know you will too! My site was down a bit yesterday, but thank gawd it's back up! I would like all my loyal fans to know that I realize I've been a very bad girl with my site and mailings lately. But, I truly don't do it on purpose! I adore you and do not purposely make you wait. I'm sure other models are MUCH busier than me, and still get things done on time, but I will admit to having a problem. Yes, it's true. YOu can read my blogger blog and find out more. I'm going to try and write more personal shtuff/thoughts on there, and leave this for fun news and updates.

Here's a pic from my first time at the PB Mansion with hottie,Malisia.

In the News: Now that's what I call double your pleasure!.
Link of the Day - Best of Japanese Cinema...I guess Memoirs of a Geisha won't be on THIS SITE! Hah.
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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

July 24th-BLOG

New BLOG is up! It's going to take some getting used to since everyone can read it and there is no secret member password to view it.

In the News: I'm in hell.

Link of the Day - Tupperware Film


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July 7th-FLESHBOT

Lookie here! Devilish aren't I? Photo(s) by Ashley Fontenot.

Some folks I know just traded in their noise/air polluting, gasoline powered, lawn mower for an electric one. Hallelujah! I tried it out, and it's SO much cleaner and lighter to use. There was a $100 off trade in bonus attached to it. The one they bought is cordless, and I think it has some kinks in it, because I just tried to find it online and found a recall noted on it! I'll let you know in case anyone is interested in checking it out. I know, what the hell am I writing about you ask? Well, living in Los Angeles, there are issues with the gardners. Because no matter what day it is (even saturdays), SOMEONE is getting their lawn done, and the level of noise, along with those despicable LAWN BLOWERS, arrrgh, is SO annoying.

My rant- Who the hell invented lawn blowers? They have got to be one of the most stupid inventions on the planet. First off, they only blow the yard waste away...into the gutter..for the street sweeper to clean it up, if not for the drains to become clogged next time our rainfall hits record highs. The gasoline smell. UGh. I'm just annoyed by them. Call it a pet peeve. Raking probably takes just as much time. There should be a contest. Hah.

In the News:Tigerlily , yes, me! in FleshBOT! Scroll to the bottom of the page.

Link of the Day - If you have the time, it's loong, but quite entertaining for those who need directions for EVERYTHING!hehe.;)


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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST too!

July 4th Holiday

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY to everyone! I hope you have a safe one. I'm having a bunch of friends over. It's going to be funfun!

In the News: Mimi Miyagi, continuing with her campaign.

Link of the Day - Another Audrey...the artist. Some cool shit!
My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

June 23rd-Weekend

I'm so glad the weather is HOT now. Aren't you? Now you can watch all the chicks in their sundresses and miniskirts. Speaking of minis, I am tempting to sew again. Yes, I sew. I am the ultimate domestic goddess. I cook, clean, sew, give birth, barefoot AND naked in the kitchen! Bahahhaha. One of my members had given me a sewing machine, and I promised him I would put it to good use.

Oh, gawd, are you guys following that whole Asia tragedy? Now, msg boards are saying she's lying. I know it's hard to believe that someone would blog their most precious feelings, but that is exactly what is happening online now. I've been even thinking about writing a separate blog somewhere, but I've been reading how it can destroy relationships if your friends and family discover it! Can you believe that? I can. You just have to remember that it is ONLINE for the world to read, so you still have to keep some of it in that noggin of yours. Little do you know, the WWW is really a small community.

In other news, I've been surfing the Net tonight and porno sites. I've been dying to check out Octavio Arizala's , of Winkytiki fame, porno he did for Vivid. It seems they have a new style of porn flicks following the scene of Suicide Girl popularity. Dave Naz is also heading up some of the direction as well. Well, it's about time. The industry needs something fresh and real. If I was younger, then that would've been my gig. Ok, have a great weekend!

In the News: Vivid Alt? Also check out their upcoming site.

Link of the Day - In the BUFF
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June 14th- Sad News

I am so sad today. I just heard the news about Asia Carrera's husband's death. If you have been following her very kind and open-hearted journals, then you know what a happy life she lived w/her hubby and baby(Asia is also 8 months pregnant w/her 2nd baby). You can donate to her to help her get through this tragic time. Yeh, I know what you're thinking...because I've been reading it on Webmaster message boards...and I quote, "i think people can find better things to do with their money than donating to a porno woman." Um, EXCUSE ME, but don't YOU people make money off of HER pix??!! I'm talking to the Webmasters.

Sure, I know it's each individual's sole responsibility to provide for their own's sake of well being, but some of you donated to a woman who had outrageous credit card debts and begged on her site to help her pay it off, and another who said she'd tattoo herself if you helped pay for her child's education...something along the lines of that...I believe it was a bid on EBAY. So, if people can contribute to stuff like that..not to mention to novelty items like this(sure, it's a collectible, but someone got a pretty penny off of that gain, didn't they?), then don't talk about how you are sick of hearing about pornstars asking for money when there are simple PEOPLE asking for plenty of money for their own monetary gain/mistakes. We all need money; we all want more money, sobeit.

If Asia wants to ask for donations, then let her. She is not hurting anyone, but only trying to help her family in the best and only way she can right now. My heart goes out to her.

In the News: Mimi Miyagi for GOVERNOR!

Link of the Day - More auctions coming soon!
My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

June 7th- Um, duh.

I wasn't thinking! The '666' will happen again..every 100 years! Well, fortunately, for you, I won't be seen here, nekkid as a jaybird. So, right now, I'm trying to catch up on a few things. Gawd, sometimes I wish I could afford an assistant! An assistant in life...that would be grand. Right now, the weather in LA is 'June Gloom', and humid. I love it! I would rather be in humidity than dry desert heat.

In the News: Ipods, it sure beats beer!

Link of the Day - Sushi Robots
My Wishlist
-Neiman Marcus WISHLIST ADDED!

June 6, 2006- The devil has arrived!

This will never happen again...well, in the year 3006, but will Earth still be around? Hah. 6/6/06. The devil definitely arrived for me today. More on that in my message boards. This is sad, but I've been totally hooked on 'The Simple Life' with Nicole Ritchie and Paris Hilton. I think I've mentioned it before in here, but I saw the new season episode and it's pretty funny. The feuding duo are competing in volunteered households as 'who will be the best mom for the day'. I hate to say it, but Paris does have some maternal instinct going on. It's entertaining, what can I say. And I need that right now. But, I'm loving my Mary Tyler Moore DVDs. It beats the OC and whatever other soap opera crap on right now.

In the News: 666 babies!

Link of the Day - My other favorite brunette!
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May 31st- My favorite brunette

Ok, I feel bad that I didn't let all of you in on the news, but since I'm a big fan of Dita Von Teese, I'll admit that I was a bit selfish. She was signing her new book, Burlesque and The Art of Teese, at Duck Soup in the Farmer's Market in Los Angeles.

For all of the evil 'I hate Dita/Manson' websites that I have found on the Net (which I think are started by Manson fans that are jealous that Dita has captured his heart and not theirs'!) that say she is a diva, and only got famous because of Manson, blah blah , FOOEY! She was a complete sweetheart to ALL of her fans (including me) standing in line. Not only is she always meticulously dressed to the nines, with not a hair out of place, she WAS ON TIME, if not 5 minutes early, to the Duck Soup Store location! Fancy that, eh? Take that Dita haters. I arrived 30 minutes early (she was signing from 7Pm-8PM pst), and my goal was to have her take a picture with my son (yes, yes, alright, I finally admitted it in the non-member's section..more on that later). Did she oblige? Most definitely, and most kindly did she. I quote, " Of course, I will, why wouldn't I?" She probably held him for a whole minute. It was quite endearing to see such a impeccably pampered woman in a silk 20s?40s? vintage, possibly designer dress hold a drooling baby. I think he was intrigued by her red lips because he kept pointing at them! The pic wasn't perfect, but I wasn't about to torture her until he looked at the camera! My baby isn't a skinny little runt, so I give Dita extra points for not batting an eyelash. He probably doesn't compete with some of her dance props anyways. So, that was my night.

I did tell many of you that I would be on KEEN all week, and so far, I'm not being very good. But, tomorrow I will be sure to be online for a chat! xo TL

In the News: Bat Woman comes out of the 'closet'!

Link of the Day - My favorite brunette!
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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

May 21st- Spring Cleaning

Oh, you guys are lucky. I am finally parting with a lot of my lingerie that I've had since the beginnng of my site. It's only because I really do wear 90% of all the 'costumes' on my site, that when you bid on them, you'll know that they've been worn by me more than just once! I'm also just cleaning out my closet in general. I have SO many clothes and not enough shoes! Bahahhaha. Once I get organized, I want to have a 'clothes swapping' party w/all of my girlfriends. What is that, you ask? It's when a bunch of us get together and bring clothing that you don't want, so you can trade with others at the party. What a great idea! New clothes, without having to spend a dime! Well...we'll just be spending money on the champagne we'll be drinking! Hehe. Yes, just a bit of insight into the world of us gals. It's really good to be a girl..and I'm sure you gentlemen appreciate that. Hahah. Oh, btw, my 'link of the day' also knows how good it is to be a gal, too! ;)

In the News: Internet Addiction?Will Betty Ford develop a new department for this? I better check myself in!

Link of the Day - Allenina, formerly, Allen? Not a bad job!
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UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

May 13th- Teaser

Ok, I just finished editing my update. Do you always have to see me with my clothes off? Because my last spanking update was partially clothed, and this one is of me in Kumi's latex cheongsam. I actually found it because this set is from my first shoot with Christine Kessler. She was testing for her 'doll series'. Definitely a fantasy set. I'm your doll for a day! Hehe. Well, if you don't like this update, then my next one will top it. I promise. Don't forget to wish your mom a Happy Mother's Day! Oh, and me too! ;)

In the News: Erotic Museumin Hollywood closing for good this Saturday.

Link of the Day - Remember these? What's that in YOUR pocket!?
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

May 12th- My mind reels

Arrgh, I was trying very hard to edit my update tonight, but I've got SO much on my mind right now, I had to stop and tell my Webmaster that I'd have to finish it later. I am so sorry to my fans about it too. Maybe it's part ADD. haha.

In the News: HS exams too HARD? You have got to be kidding me!

Link of the Day - OMG! YUK! Gives me the heebie jeevies!
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

May 2nd- Blog, MySpace...

I know some of you keep sending me MySpace links to join, but I still refuse to sign up for it! Sure, it's a good marketing arena, but I can't show you my T*TS on their webpage, can I? Hehe. Plus, I talk to the people I want to talk to and you already know where to find me. I guess if I can get 1,000 new members to sign up to my site from MySpace, then that would be great, but I don't see it happening. Just like the Yahoo groups, anyone can have 10,000 'group' members, but I highly doubt they have that many signups! Maybe one day I will, but by then, it'll be too late and I'll be saggy and gray. Bahhaha. Didn't something really bad happen through MySpace recently? Someone set up a date and the girl was underage? I could've seen that one coming. That place is like a meat market...guys, I guess that is where you WANT to be! heh.

And then there are the blogs. I think I'm going to start posting on one, but it will be anonymous, and then if you want to find me, well, then goodluck. It'll be more of a 'get it off my chest' sort of thing. THere are just some things that I feel I can't talk about in here...like maybe you guys would be bored to death! hehe.

In the News: Porn Stars do Reality TV

Link of the Day - Soda Pop Yum!
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

April 24th- Message Boards

I just posted some new auctions. One from my 'Working Girl' gallery and another from my 'Ruins' set. Sometimes I really hate parting with my goodies, but at least someone will be as happy as I was owning them. And don't forget, my message board is up now. Unfortunately, when i changed servers, we lost all the old posts. But, a fresh start is always good!

In the News: Anonymous Sunny Leone

Link of the Day - Gift Certificate needed for this site! Anyone game? Summer is coming and I need new sunglasses for my eyes.
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

April 13th- Champagne

F**K! I had one and half glasses of champagne tonight and my head is pounding! I can barely write this entry right now. This sucks! I guess I'm getting old or something because I can't drink like I used to! Haha. Actually, I went to a wedding last month and got wasted. So, I think it was just the champagne. My tolerance is lower too because I haven't been going out and drinking as much for the past year. Those that email me frequently know why. Ok, gotta finish my update.

In the News: Cruise is so bizarre!

Link of the Day - how to eat sushi
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

April 11th- Walk the Plank

Once in awhile I do get emails asking if I'm an escort and would like to meet for dinner...well, these I do NOT get offended by because honestly, why should I? Or for that matter, why should any chick who is nekkid spread eagle on the Net?! It's such a cocktease, yes, this business is. Hehe. What have I defined myself as...hehe..I say, "I provide visual stimulation on the Net for those who welcome me onto their monitors." Yes, I am NOT an escort, and do not look down upon any girl who has done it. Because I have heard of other adult models and pornstars who do escort. However, I do look down upon girls who 'hook' and don't take care of themselves; meaning, they don't respect their bodies. Ok, so letting strangers pay to sleep with them is not necessarily respecting their bodies as a 'norm', but HEY!!, some girls do it for FREE!!!! One night stands, gangbangs, bootie calls for fun or whatever you want to call them. We've all been there at some point in our lives. If you're using your body just to get some fixated drug addiction that you have, then that is just a DD! (double disrespection! hehe) You're using drugs AND F**King just to get high! What the F**K!? hehe.

Anyways, some people have emailed me their home addresses expecting me to come over 'anytime'. Um, even if I did sleep around, I wouldn't be doing 'bootie calls'! Geesh! I would rather be a hooker than a slut! Haha. Because at least hookers get paid for sex. A high class hooker or upscale call girl, whatever you want to call it...my sugar daddy. When you see those 'sugar daddy' relationships, you always assume one is more oblivious than the other, correct? Oh please, it's an unspoken agreement between the two. But, of course, the girl always looks like the slut. Such a one way street for a girl! Sorry, I went off on a tangent. Basically, please don't assume that I'm some sort of nymphomaniac. Oh, I like sex, but I also like my body and respect it immensely. Sex and the body is a very powerful combination, and when used together properly....can make you millions! Just ask Jenna Jameson! HAHA!

In the News:D-lily a.k.a. Kelley, doing boy girl!? Well, this is old news, but new to me!

Link of the Day - Coming April 14th!
My Wishlist
UPDATED AMAZON WISHLIST!

April 7th- blonds

First off, no blondie better email me telling me to F**K off because what I am going to say doesn't apply to ALL blonds, of course! So, don't get yerselves into a tizzy! Lately, I've been catching reality series, 'The Simple Life' reruns of Paris and Nicole, and then following, 'Girls' Next Door' with Hugh Hefner and his girlfriends. OH MY GAWD! I was cross eyed after watching both! Bahaha. Actually, The Simple Life was more entertaining than GND because Paris and Nicole just get away with so much and don't give an F. But, honestly, the whole Playboy mansion thing should've kept it behind doors for good!!! Because just hearing those girls speak is a COMPLETE TURN OFF! And the mystery is totally gone for me. It doesn't even have to do with being educated either. Bridget actually has her degree..it just has to do with their day to day lives in general.

I have been to the Playboy Mansion once and it was fun, but it wasn't as fun for me because I didn't go to the Midsummer Night's Dream or the Halloween Party, however, it will still be a fascinating place to say that I have been in my lifetime...equal, say, with travelling to Europe. Yes, it's true for me because Hef's story of how he started such a lifestyle is in its own way, pretty durn amazing. Nobody speaks bad about him and for some weird reason to me, he has never been labeled a pimp. Hehe. Free Lovin' at its finest.

Anyways, I always figured that all of Hugh's girlfriends were sweet and funloving, and it turns out they are so catty...with the exception of Kendra, who is just young and fun!) They are not that interesting and I'd rather hear Hef talk about HIS life! Sometimes, a 'trophy' bride needs to act like a trophy and just be. Sorry, Hef, no offense.

In the News:Indonesia Playboy

Link of the Day - Frat boy chatter
My Wishlist
Thanks for the SIC DVD!

March 20th, 2006- MIA

Alright, it's about F-ing time! My server changed, computers died, updates lagged, and I simply had to catch up on a bunch of shtuff anyhoos. So, I totally apologize for not writing anything new lately. But, I have posted in my Yahoo Group, and kept up with some auction goodies! So, Happy New Year 2006, Happy Valentine's Day, St. Patrick's Day, and Yay for moi because I'm in Octavio's Modern Vixen's Book! You can either order it from him now, or wait until I get some copies, so you get them signed personally from me, Tigerlily!!

In the News:Whole Foods a sham?

Link of the Day - The eyes have it! MEOW!
My Wishlist
Thanks for the SIC DVD!

December 25th - Xmas

Merry Christmas everyone! I've taken a sort of holiday break for the past two weeks to gather my thoughts and resolutions for next year. My hands were also full of Christmas errands, so I deeply apologize for my belated updates. I owe so many fans and members sincere thank yous for their generosity and support this year. I hope everyone's holidays are full of the love and joy that all of you deserve.

In the News: Santas gone Wild!

Link of the Day - Christmas Traditions
My Wishlist
**Deluxe Sex and The City DVD Added!

December 9th - Shoe Auction

Finally, a closed toe shoe auction for all of you shoe fetish lovers! Check it out at EStarBids.

Oh, and did I mention that my birthday just passed on November 28th? I am no longer hiding my age. It's in my message boards for my loyal members to read. Sometimes I wonder whether it really matters to 'hide' certain info about myself. I actually checked out Dragonlily's site recently and she has another name posted as 'Kelley'. The same goes for Tall Goddess, who also lists herself as 'Lorraine' on her site. I always thought of a 'character' name of more like a fantasy sort of thing, so that is why I created 'Tigerlily'. She is my evil, sexy/naughty twin! hehe. Well, maybe I'll post it in my message boards.

In the News: Old News-Sulu is gay!

Link of the Day -Happy crack!
My Wishlist
**Deluxe Sex and The City DVD Added!

November 4th - Memoirs of a Geisha

Well, a fan sent me the preview poster for this movie awhile back, but then I just read about Ziyi Zhang in 'Interview Magazine' about her playing the role of Sayuri Nitta, the main character, and now I get it, or don't get it. Actually, I am quite pissed because I really REALLY LOVED the book. I probably read it in a week. Now, I'm Japanese and Chinese, and people have said that I look one or the other, but never both. One woman even said that being both equals, get this, Korean! Bahahhaha! WTF?! Anyways, COULD THEY NOT FIND A JAPANESE ACTRESS TO PLAY THIS PART?!! No offense to Zhang, but REALLY?! (Zhang was quite humble in her interview about playing the part though) I'm sorry, but we do not all look alike, and she doesn't even look Japanese to me. So, when you have to go see this movie and watch her saying her lines, adorned in Geisha attire, then you have to envision her as a Japanese woman, even though she looks and IS Chinese. Irritating.

Now I know how the Argentine community felt when Madonna played 'Evita', and how the English felt when Renee Zellweger played Bridget Jones. It's one thing to be white and adopt the accent, or to be born in Hawaii, but not actually be 'Hawaiian', and adopt the slang, called 'pidgeon', but you can't be Mexican and play a Japanese cultural part. Do you get my drift? I know there aren't many famous Asian actors in Hollywood. But, when Star Wars was created in 1977, George Lucas wasn't looking for Warren Beatty and Kathleen Turner! He found rising, no name actors, who could act. Even in 'The Killing Fields', they found, Haing S. Ngor, who had never acted in his life to play his own ethnicity, Vietnamese. I did hear that they were having trouble finding someone to play the part of Sayuri Nitta. Perhaps, it was because they needed an actor who spoke English fluently. Who knows. I think there are plenty of Japanese starving American actors in Hollywood that could've been given the chance to play the role.

Maybe I'll jump in some Asian message boards and see what they think of this topic. There is a 'Nisei Week' pageant that they have here in Los Angeles during the summer, and there was debate on whether the participants should be full Japanese and not half, and I don't know how I feel about that. But, this is a book we're talking about here. What do you think?

In the News:Top single Memoirs of a Geisha review

Link of the Day -That's 'Leenks' of the day! Damn, I missed the sunbathing Janet clip.
My Wishlist
**Sex and The City DVD Added!

November 3rd - Prociutto

Here's an update on my itchies. So, I am guessing it was the prociutto that I ate. And I LOVE the stuff! Damn! I will try to eat it again. It might've been the brand I ate. When I went to the Dr., it disappeared...what a waste of my time and money! Anyways, I hope all of you had a safe and Happy Halloween! I went trick o' treating w/some friends' kids..no I didn't dress up and ask for candy! hehe.

In the News:Top single HOT SPOTS in Los Angeles, CA. Other cities listed too!

Link of the Day -Naked BUSH?
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October 24th - itchy

Arrgh. For the past few days, I've been itchy on my chest and back. I think I'm allergic to something I ate. What, I dunno. I made an Italian sandwich w/prociutto in it, so maybe that's it. But, I don't usually have a problem w/any allergies, so this is really irritating me. Do you believe in the whole, 'emotionally in touch w/your body' idea? I do. So, I'm thinking that this itchiness has to do with something going on my world right now, and if I deal with it, then whatever it is will go away! I think there is a book that talks about it by Louise Hay. Ok, some of you may think that holistic and homeopathic healing is a bunch of phooey! New Age crap! But, I say, sometimes, if you believe hard enough, then what ever works to make things better is the way to go. Isn't that what happens when they give people placebos?!

In the News:Buy your clothes at the mall, not your women.

Link of the Day -Seriously scary Halloween costumes...check them ALL out!
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October 23rd - Sunday Late Night

Anyone can make money. Seriously. I was up watching Comedy Central just now, and this commercial comes up for some prank CD made by a couple of guys. (see 'link of day' below). They must've had to pay big bucks to have their ad on Comedy Central, so this means America is truly, the land of the free; home of the brave. Heh, sure.

Wow, can you believe it? I actually posted my news 4 days in a row! Let's see if I can keep this up!

In the News: Dead man gets parking ticket?!

Link of the Day -GhettoAssHell?
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October 22nd - Saturday Night

I can't believe I watched WWF on a Saturday night. Ok, I caught glimpse of it for maybe, 5 minutes. I swear, some woman with no teeth was waving her fists in the air at the camera shouting, "YOU GO!". That's Americana for ya!

Another Pit Bull attack was on the news. They also said that Denver, CO has a law prohibiting the breed in their city limits! I didn't believe it, so I looked it up online myself, and it's true! See news link below. Gawd, can Los Angeles get a FEW new laws themselves? You don't want to know what is on my mind right now. I'm just tired of ignorant people in this city. A few days ago, my side view mirror on my car got whacked off while parked in front of my house, because of some crazy idiot driver who doesn't want to wait 5 seconds for the coming traffic to pass. I need a house, so I can park in my own garage, and not have to worry about this shtuff.

In the News: Pit Bull Old News

Link of the Day -Are you on here? Thx Scott for link!
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October 21st - First call

YAY! I finally took my first call on Keen. It wasn't bad at all and I actually had fun talking to this long time fan of mine! I hope more of you call me when I am online.

Oh, and yesterday, I was watching the news and I saw this controversy about a panty clad mannequin (See News link below) that was causing a stir amongst the local Manhattan Beach, CA (a tight knit yuppie/WASPy community of nanny run households) residents! Wow, is all I can say. I saw the pic in the paper, and it REALLY wasn't that serious. People just need to have a sense of humor. Haven't they been to the mall and taken a 'peepshow' at the Victoria Secret window displays? I think I'll take a visit to that lingerie store. If anything, it's probably given the store owner MORE exposure and better sales! Hehe.

In the News: Mannequin's Panty

Link of the Day -Killer Quiz-I got 5/10! Thx Scott for link!
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October 19th - calls

Ok, I haven't been keeping up with my Keen schedule. Honestly, I've been kind of afraid to talk on the phone. Weird, huh? I can give lap dances, but can't speak on the phone? Well, I was on tonight, but no one called! I have to be on regularly, so that people know when I'm on. Sorry!

In the News: Starbucks quotes religion? I dunno about this. If they use God, then they'll have to follow up with other religions.

Link of the Day -The site has been down, but it's a funny trailer of 'The Shining'.Thx Chris for link!
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October 7th - What are we coming to?

This isn't the first time I've asked myself this while watching the tube, but are Americans running out of ideas? Or are we simply losing intellectual humor? I turned on the TV and saw this woman, old enough (or older) to be my mother, chugging a beer bong?!! WTF?! I'm sorry, but that is exactly what I DON'T want to see on a Friday night for entertainment. Maybe it's the the networks catering to our needs. I certainly hope not! That would mean they are portraying Americans as these sick, lazy, and unimaginative couch potatoes, instead of well, just couch potatoes. Hehe. Oh, and what was I watching exactly? The Jimmy Kimmel Show (formerly of The Man Show). I didn't even know his show was still on. My point is...what is entertainment coming down too? Sure, I laughed hysterically when I saw 'Something About Mary', but when I saw Austin Powers (MIke Myers) character drinking his 'poop' in 'The Spy WHo Shagged me', I wasn't laughing as hard. It's to the point where all the fart, poop, and vomit jokes are getting old. It's just a phase. But, then, what's next?! Thank gawd for 'The Daily Show'!

Perhaps, we, Americans, are working too hard, and when we arrive home after a hard day at work, all we want to do is let our minds go and laugh at strangers doing idiotic tricks and having a harder time than we are in everyday life activities. It makes us feel better about ourselves to see other people struggle...but then, there's VH-1's 'The Fabulous Life of...' to put us back on track and remember that our goals in life are to spend $100,000 (that's U.S. dollars internationalists!) on a diamond necklace for our pet chiuhuahua named, Bit Bit.

In the News: Jameson Debuts-As a director for Vivid

Link of the Day -Hot Asian Twins!
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October 1st - Birru

I was watching Saturday Night Live tonight and during their 'news' sketch, they spoke and joked about this soda that looks like beer, but tastes like COKE! WTF?! So, I looked it up on the Net (gotta love the www.!) to see if it was true, and low and behold...check out my 'In the News' link below! Only in Japan, would they develop something like that. It would never fly in the States. We take things too seriously anyways. And people are TOO paranoid here.

In the News: Beer for Kids!???-Will this make it to the U.S.A.?!

Link of the Day -Looking for a Webmaster?Um...yeh, sure.
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September 30th - Milky

I did try the raw milk. It took me a few hours after I bought it to actually try the milk! I guess I was a bit scared? Anyways, it wasn't that different from pasteurized milk, however, the shelf life is much less than pasteurized milk. My usually lactose intolerant stomach was fine when I drank it, too. Not sure if I will regularly buy raw milk because of the price...but, I do feel healthy after I drink it!

In the News: Extreme Death!-See what this society is coming too?!

Link of the Day -Looking for a Webmaster?Um...yeh, sure.
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September 19th - RAW

I recently have been reading about raw milk and its health benefits. It's really hard to find! I went to Whole Foods Market today and found an available gallon FINALLY! Ok, so it's been in my refridgerator for about 6 1/2 hours now, and I'm honestly afraid to try it! Hehe. I was really excited bringing it home, but now I just need to pop the top and chug a lug! I'm sure you've been reading about all the Hollywood celebs going ape over the 'Raw Food Diet'. It's either that or the whole Kaballah religion conversion that Madonna started. Isn't it weird how stars are SO influential on our country in this town? Anyways, I am not doing the raw diet, just the milk. But, only on occasion b/c the durn thing runs $8 a gallon!!! Geesh. If you have asthma, eczema, or diabetes, or are lactose intolerant like I am, then raw milk is beneficial to your health! I sound like some sort of wellness program, don't I?! Well, as soon as I try it, I will post and let you know how it went.

In the News: Extreme Death!-See what this society is coming too?!

Link of the Day -I love Julius the Monkey!
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September 19th - PO BOX

Just to let some of you know, I haven't been to my PO BOX recently, so if you sent me something and I haven't replied to you (because I always send a 'thank you' for your gifts!), then that means that I haven't received it yet because I haven't been to my PO BOX..ok, we're going in circles here.

In the News: Skin & Ink -YOu can see me in the Nov. '05 issue of this mag shot by Ronan

Link of the Day -Burlesque lesson
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September 9th - We're the kids in America. Whoa

I went to the 99 cent store today to buy some stuff to donate. Honestly, I have a hard time giving money because I want to be the one in control of what is going out to whom. I hear too many stories about fraud and not all of the money going out to the right people in need. And then, I hear about people hoarding food for sexual favors? Is this true? I'm looking on Google to see if I can read anything on it. I guess you just have to block all that out and just give and hope that supplies will be given out to the proper people. Just like any ole relationship..just give your heart and hope for the best. Whoever thought that people NEED toothpaste and tampons and, babies NEED diapers...geesh, we take sO much for granted. It's sad. Have you seen the pix of the survivors? Especially the ones of all the kids on cnn.com? Heartbreaking. :(...waaaaaaa!!!

In the News: Scam relief F'ers! -Btw, who's writing this crap?! "People wishing to contribute should contact a well-known organization,..." Um, yeh, like you mean, the Red Cross? Read the article.

Link of the Day -Check out these nerds!
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September 5th - To the 'NORMAL' people

Um, recently, I have had, who I call my 'normal friends'(people I've known since high school, ones not in the 'biz, etc.), find out about this site. There have been several people who I have told, and those who simply found out by way of TV or Internet since my site opened. I lost some friends, got judged by many, and had some simply freak out! Hehe. Well, I am a big girl now. I'm old enough to know right from wrong, so no need to worry! All I have to say to those 'normal' people reading this right now is, " I AM STILL THE SAME PERSON! I AM NOT A NYMPHO MANIAC AND I DON'T HAVE SEX IN WEIRD PLACES (well not all of the time! hehe. this was an actual question that my exbestfriend had asked me! bahahah). She had issues with people watching porn. Anyways, before, I used to worry what other people would think, and now I could give a damn! I just hate the weird looks people will give me when I know that they know, but they don't know that I know they know...huh? Hehe. Alright, more on this later.

In the News: Sodium Nitrates -And this was one of the reasons I try to stay away from HOT DOGS! Bah!

Link of the Day - Everything food!
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September 3rd - Beyonce and the world

I had so much fun at the DC concert. It was SO loud! I forgot how loud concerts are now...or I am just getting old. Hah. And on another note, my heart goes out to all the families in Louisiana. I was deeply saddened by the news of NO relief caused by hurricane Katrina. When I first saw what was happening, I didn't think..black or poor. I thought, what is going on with our country?! Our President? And then, I heard people talking about it and that it is a black and poor thing that is related to the help they are receiving. I don't want to believe it. And I know it can't be the entire reason why they didn't get immediate rescue relief..something else contributed to the wrongness of this situation.
OH, and I just had to share the latest email with you all-
'You are just a filthy WHORE! You SKANK!
LOL! I love it!

In the News: horrific

Link of the Day - Network for Good
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August 29th - Concerto

YAY! I can't wait! This Thursday, I'm going to go see Destiny's Child with 'my girls', Linda and Kim! I don't normally listen to 'TOP 40' music, but I love beautiful girls who can sing! Hate Britney, love Beyonce! There, I said it. hehe. I haven't been to a real concert in YEARS! The last one might've been Jane's Addiction..or maybe Fat Boy Slim at the Palladium, but I don't know if I count him. Why did I pick DC? Well, because of what I previously mentioned and since I just happened to have caught a glimpse of them on BET one night,and found out they were in concert on their last tour together! I've always had this weird addiction to watching people sing. Like, I love watching 'Showtime at the Apollo'! It's one of those things you hate to admit..like being addicted to reality shows...which I am not one of those. My love for watching people sing goes back to my childhood. It's my 'if I had one wish' thing..to be on Broadway and sing and dance. Hah, who would've thunk! ?

In the News: Fucking, Austria!

Link of the Day - Soul sisters!
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August 22nd - blogs

I've been thinking about signing up for one of those 'blog' sites. But, I'm not sure of which one yet. Do any of you actually read any of those frequently? Like LiveJournal or Blogger.com?
Damn, I just got my AVN news email about Katsumi and Jayna Oso at the Hustler Hollywood store and I missed them this past weekend! Grrr. Why do they put OLD news on a Monday emailer!? Whatever. I'll have to find something else to go to where I can see my fans again.

In the News: Alligator in LA? No, Harbor City is NOT LA!

Link of the Day -Mmmm, I love it!
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August 16th - Asian Food

I just posted this in my yahoo group. Oh, yeh, and congrats to 'Jeff' won my F2 set! yay!

Asian Flavor of the Day- Here's a tip for all of you guys who are in LOVE with Asian women... You better like their FOOD!!! Yes, food. Sorry, I'm not giving out tips on how to have SEX with them, but if you like their food, maybe they'll have sex w/you! Bahaha.
I'm saying this because I've met guys who have Asian gfs but, they won't go out with them for Chinese/Japanese food. What I'm NOT saying is that you have to eat Sushi or SASHIMI (raw fish), chicken feet, or Dim Sum, BUT at LEAST, eat chicken teriyaki, chow mein, or SOME part of Asian food like Thai, Vietnamese, Korean BBQ, or your typical Americanized Chinese food selection (i.e. beef broccoli, sweet and sour pork, fried wontons, etc) . Or TRY the food to see if you even like it first. Remember when you first tried P*SSY?...well then, see! :P
It's just so irritating meeting non Asian dudes who LOVE us, but then 'diss' our food! And don't expect to marry one (especially straight from the country) and force them to cook burgers (unless they want to, of course. GIRLS, forget it, let them find their own food!).
I can understand non-Asian guys who just so happen to be with an Asian chick, but don't ONLY like Asian girls, and not care for the food, which is my case. I'll let that one pass. But remember, if you are eating at an Asian restaurant...it only brings you one step closer to MEETING an Asian woman!
Sure, I LOVE french fries, but I CRAVE rice, that is, without shoyu (soy sauce). ;) xo Tigerlily

In the News: LA Obscenity Law

Link of the Day -WTF??!!
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August 6th -

I became VERy bitter when I got an email from one of my friends sending me one of those 'forward this to 10 people and you will have goodluck!' My friend who died used to send those to me, and even though I didn't believe in following that chain, I just let her send them to me. Obviously, those don't work, and now I'll always hate them even more! But I'll just keep it to myself and let others have fun with it. I don't want to be a 'Debbie Downer'. Have you seen that skit on Saturday Night Live? It's hilarious. I think they've only done 2. I used to not like SNL and moved to Mad TV, but Mad TV is sucking now, and SNL has gotten much better. Tina Fey is doing a good job.
Also, I'm looking into getting the F2 DVD, because VHS is too old skool to bid on. Heh.

In the News: Mike Tyson...PornStar???

Link of the Day -Comic Con Clip
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August 5th -First Auction on EstarBids!

It's about time, but I finally put up my last autographed copy of 'Fantasiany 2' up for bidding! I've included the outfit that I wore just for the scene too. I think I only wore it one other time when I first started doing camshows.

In the News: Canadian life after BUSH...

Link of the Day -New Rollarcoaster! Gotta get one in your home!
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August 1st -Jane's Guide

I just submitted my site to Jane's Guide for review. Wish me luck! hehe. The say it takes about 3 months for them to get to your site for review. So, it won't be until Thanksgiving or so until it's up. Sounds like good turkey to me!

In the News: Brooke Burke and Husband, Garth Fisher SPLIT!

Link of the Day -I'm coming to Jane's Guide soon!
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July 29th -MEN

Yes, I really do love men. But, on one of my recent posts at my Yahoo Group I was talking about how men and their mothers determine their relationships with women in general. Then, from the responses I received, I had to revise my theory. There were some negative childhood experiences that involved their mothers, but some came out of it, and still have positive views/relationships towards women.

In the News: How to have XXX SEX!

Link of the Day -Phallic Awards!
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July 25th -Link of the Days

I couldn't go to ComicCon, but a member did send me this great clip of what I missed. You can check out my 'In the News' link below. I definitely missed out on some fun! I hope you guys caught site of Linda Tran and said hello when you went!

In the News: Comic Con Clip

Link of the Day -I love Panties!
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July 18th - Silicon Valley

Yes, yes, talk about more boobies. You know I am obsessed with them, REAL or FAKE. A member just wrote me and told me he prefers natural boobs. Well, so do I, BUT, I don't diss anyone who gets fake ones. Some of my good friends have them. I just hope they get them for good reasons and not because their boyfriend likes women with big T*TS. It is scary when you walk into the clubs here in Los Angeles, and you find yourself surrounded by beautiful women (this is not the scary part) ALL with the same looking/sized breasts! 34Cs! It's almost as if you are on another planet or something. Like City Silicon Valley, Planet 34C! Bahahha! And, if anyone with fake boobs is reading this right now...don't get offended and email me. I do believe that some girls need a bigger stack, and I support them (no pun intended..geesh, lighten up!).

In the News: Anal Bleaching?

Link of the Day- Go FUG Yourself!
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July 11th - UPdates

Tigerlily is still here. Yes, I know I haven't been posting my news very much. But, I am still here, and my site is STILL being updated with TONS of juicy HOT content! I missed most of June, but here is what I've been up to. Since then, I've been contemplating what I am going to do with myself within the next 5 years. Hey, you can't be nekkid on the Net forever! And, this isn't what I've strived to do all my life. By chance, my site has evolved from a 'let's try this for fun' to shooting and networking with a lot of great people in the industry. If you've known me since 1999, then you know my story. I started on a webcam network, tried a PORN movie, created a FREE portfolio site (which you can catch ALL of my very first galleries in the 'LOST Gallery' section of my site) that had only 5 sets to start with. I have one that I recently put up from Joshua Tree. Anyways, I have dreams...LOTS of them that I need to fulfill. One, I did recently and that is going super well.

There just isn't enough time in the day to do everything anymore. I haven't been getting a whole lotta sleep lately because I've been thinking too much about a bunch of shit. I would like to read more, but I haven't had much time for that either! Grrr. I have books piling up for me to read. What to do first..hmmm.

In the News:A very good friend passes... she is my friend. I miss her very much. Life is too short, but is SO fucked up at the same time.

Link of the Day- I hate Scrappy Doo
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June 20th - UPdate

Everytime 4th of July rolls around the early fireworks begin..and so does the gunshots! At least, in my area, I get the two sounds confused. But, over the weekend I heard a POWPOWPOW. No helicopters came afterwards, so perhaps they were shot by the police themselves. Los Angeles is a strange place. You can live in one area and 2 blocks down can be horrible from where you are. If you've ever gone to J-Town (Little Tokyo), just around the corner is the infamous 'Skid Row' where tent city and cardboxes are homes for the homeless.

In the News: Jenna Jameson makes Forbes Top 100 List!

Link of the Day- A Bad Hummer
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May 26th - UPdate

Just posting this everywhere because I don't know if you guys like to 'read' the articles or just look at the pictures! hehe.
My update for last week is late, yes, I know. I ALLOWED ;) my Webmaster/slave (hehe) to go on vacation, so one HUGE update will be put up this Memorial Day weekend..so for those of you who will be gone camping, or somewhere else fun...when you get back, I'll be waiting for you with a bunch of galleries up on my site!
One shot by Julie Simone w/me as a 'bride gone bad', 'lost gallery'(sample pic on front of my group page)81 UNEDITED images of me just getting started on Net, Perry Gallagher shots of me at Pandora's Dungeon in sexy poses, and guest gallery of hottie, Yvette Roberts!
So, have a great weekend and drink lots of beer for me! xo Tigerlily - I'm much stronger than Viagra!

In the News: I'm not a cheater!-says Angeline Jolie..Do I care? Well, Brad Pitt's not my type.

Link of the Day- Made in America. Take the QUIZ!
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May 26th - UPdate

Just posting this everywhere because I don't know if you guys like to 'read' the articles or just look at the pictures! hehe.
My update for last week is late, yes, I know. I ALLOWED ;) my Webmaster/slave (hehe) to go on vacation, so one HUGE update will be put up this Memorial Day weekend..so for those of you who will be gone camping, or somewhere else fun...when you get back, I'll be waiting for you with a bunch of galleries up on my site!
One shot by Julie Simone w/me as a 'bride gone bad', 'lost gallery'(sample pic on front of my group page)81 UNEDITED images of me just getting started on Net, Perry Gallagher shots of me at Pandora's Dungeon in sexy poses, and guest gallery of hottie, Yvette Roberts!
So, have a great weekend and drink lots of beer for me! xo Tigerlily - I'm much stronger than Viagra!

In the News: I'm not a cheater!-says Angeline Jolie..Do I care? Well, Brad Pitt's not my type.

Link of the Day- Beat the Meat
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May 14th - Hotel Porn

I remember being in high school and going to my friend's birthday celebration. It was with a bunch of other girls and we were all trying to think of what to do for her..well, we landed up buying some margarita mix, checking into this motel, and gossiping about girls' stuff while we watched PORN on the tellie in the room! It wasn't my first time watching PORN, believe me. Well, remember 'ON and SELECT TV'? Those were the first cable networks back in the 80s! My friend and I used to watch 'scrambled PORN'! Bahaha! Do you know what that is? It's when you don't have access to that network, so the cable used to scramble it so you couldn't watch it, but it would come in for a few seconds at a time. Yeh, what a perv I was. Hah! Now, it looks like they are going the family route and banning PORN from being shown in hotel rooms. I'm sure some MOTELS will continue providing PORN.

In the News: 'Free PORN...PORN Free'-Hotels clean more than just your room,but your TV too!

Link of the Day- Hot Dog we have a weiner!
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May 3rd - TV

What have I been watching on TV lately? I really like The Bernie Mac Show, America's Next Top Model, anything and everything on Tv LAND,Food Network, all home makeover shows, and reruns of Sex & The City. My newest remote stopper is MTV's 'Trippin''(see 'In the News' for link below) because I love to travel, save the Earth the best I can, and dream about the places I would like to visit, this show is pretty interesting to watch...not your typical MTV show. I love the awareness and celebrity down-to-earth vibe on the program. It feels like you're watching a documentary. And guys, if you catch the ones of Cameron and her 'star friends' in Costa Rica and South Africa, you can see Jessica Alba (Dark Angel tv series) in a bikini and shorty shorts with no makeup! Cameron also wears see-thru tops. But, more than that, sometimes it seems as if this show should be on TLC (The Learning Channel) or maybe even PBS at times. What have ya'all been watching?

In the News: 'Trippin'-new show on MTV hosted by Cameron Diaz.

Link of the Day- Stars can be Fugly too!
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May 2nd - F2

My Fantasiany 2 Video and the Outfit I wore in my 1st ever PORN video will be going up soon! I'll keep you posted. I know I've been delaying it, but I had to finish up a bunch of other projects.

In the News: Groom won't give up!

Link of the Day- Circa Electronics
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April 30th - Audio

I now have audio on my site, so for those of you who have never visited me at my appearances, can hear what I sound like. I'll soon have special audio just for members' ears ONLY! ;)

In the News: Tera Patrick on VH-1

Link of the Day-Funny faces
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April 4th - Weekend

Ok, it's about time, but my shopping cart is now up. Only thing is...you won't be able to make an online payment. For some, that is good, since I've met some of you who don't like dealing through the Net. In fact, just yesterday, the news had a piece on 'identity fraud'. People who fell for that 'enter your personal info' SPAM, bank sites that were hacked into and files were stolen, and discarded trash with personal info on it, were all ways that innocent people became victims of identity fraud. To be honest, I received that 'EBAY-update your personal info' SPAM and went to enter my EBAY password in their email, when I stopped and realized this was a FAKE email and quickly changed my pass on the Ebay site. Now, I just ignore all email that and write everything down that I authorize to have sent to me. So, be careful and protect yourself online.

This weekend was a treat for me because on Saturday, April 2nd, it was the last day for one of my favorite artist's exhibit, David Hockney. It really made my afternoon. And it was free to view too! I bought the 'Hand, Eye, Heart' book from the gallery, also. Hockney has amazing perspective. I missed his 'Photography and Painting: Their Past Relationship and their Future Relationship' exhibit at the Museum of Contemporary Art here in Los Angeles a few years back and was SO disappointed. This was a much smaller show, but as they say, 'good things come in small packages'!

In the News: My STORE is finally up!

Link of the Day-Get your SOUL SATISFACTION!
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March 23rd -

Sorry, I've been away...some of you know why I've been sort of 'on break'. But, it's a good thing, believe me! I've decided to put my shopping cart up 'as is'..meaning, with no charge company to go through. This will probably be a pain for those of you who don't want to send me money orders, but I'm just tired of signing up with companies and then having them give me the boot. I read through all of Ikobo's policies, and by the time I was done, my friend told me they were no longer handling 'adult site' shopping carts. Great. So, I'll only be accepting U.S. Money Orders, Cashier Checks, Personal Checks (10 day wait period), or Gift Certificates as payments for anything you would like to order from me. I've got to get on my Webmaster's bootie and get it up again.

In the News: Mc D's strives to go healthy

Link of the Day-HOTMAIL
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-(NEW shtuff up!)

March 6th -martin

Martin Denny died recently. I don't know if many of you have ever heard of him, but he was known for his 'Exotica' type of music, not to mention really cool tiki album covers! There are some of his records in my place right now. He is quoted in the news below saying,"What will kids today remember 20 years from now? There's hardly anything romantic or melodic. I think a whole lot of good music has been lost."

In the News: Martin Denny Passing

Link of the Day-Paris Hilton's Phone
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-(NEW shtuff up!)

March 5th - Keeping it real

Last week, I did my taxes and for the first time I was organized about it. All my early Spring cleaning paid off! How long do people usually keep all their invoices and bank statements? I've heard many different periods...anywhere from 10-2 years.

So, with this diary entry in mind, I've looked around in the past to see what other girls online write about...some write about their next appearances only, others about their drunken nights or who they picked up on last weekend, or very personal everday life shtuff, or their sexual adventures and how they masturbate constantly, OR all of the above. Seriously, guys, my journals may be boring to some...ok, I don't masturbate and have sex all over Los Angeles everyday. Some of you probably have sex more than I do! Hehe. I appreciate sex and truly love public flashing/nudity, but I'm not going to make up a bunch of sex shtuff. Sometimes when I read some of these other sites' journals, I'm thinking, yeh right, she had sex in 7 different public places everyday this week? Who knows, maybe she really did. Who am I to judge. Fantasizing is good for the soul..amongst other things. Heh. Basically, I'm simply letting you know what my entries are all about. I do fantasize and have sexual dreams and think about sex often. I actually participated in a sex study that my friend was researching for her thesis. It was about how sex affects your life. I had to write down everytime I thought about sex or had it. Geesh, there was alot more time put into it each day, than I realized! I thought about it alot in the strangest situations. If you want to hear/know more about it, then join my site and you can read about it in my message boards, and see it in my galleries!

In the News: Tax Time!-deduction tips

Link of the Day-Angry Little Asian Girl! This is THE cutest site! I already have a T-shirt and Mug from the 'Kim' collection. I just added some other stuff on my Wishlist from them!
My Wishlist
-(Stocking Wishes updated)

February 23rd -Tv

I am not into all the reality TV shows, BUT the only one that I religiously watched was Project Runway on Bravo. I'm SO happy that Jay won! The show was inspiring and I hope I get off my butt and follow my original dream in life.

In the News: Ron Jeremy-Wears his own fur

Link of the Day-Ron Jeremy's Ad
My Wishlist
-(Amazon List updated)

February 23rd -Auction

My first auction of the New Year is up! So, if you don't own a pair of my panties, then start bidding. Only 2 days left in my auction for my pink polka dot panties that are seen on my site and used as my everyday panties as well.

In the News: Masuimi Max-Official spokesmodel for Hot Import Nights

Link of the Day-Bored out of your mind fun, fun, fun.
My Wishlist
-(Amazon List updated)

February 17th -clicks

I want to use this time to give 'props' to the very few gals that I love online. The ones I actually go out and talk to now and again. And, who have also given me great advice about photoshoots, webdesign, promotion, and friendship. Satomi, who I shot with SO many times because we were so comfortable together! Akira, who was maybe the first model I shot with...even before Satomi! Mika, who I first met on the set of my first PORN movie, Fantasiany 2, and Linda, who continues to provide me with support and information..even though I can be such a lazy butt! All of these girls contain both beauty and brains needed to survive in this industry. I'm so glad they are in my life! Please visit their sites and make them a part of yours too! *WINK* Oh, and check out 'In the News' link below! Mika did her research and found a Tsunami relief charity that donates a full 85% to victims and those helping them. Her writings are REAL and real funny too.

In the News: Mika Tan...not a dumb model

Link of the Day-Hard to find stockings and hose
My Wishlist

February 16th -Defense

This is a late post on this topic, but I kept forgetting to post my feelings about Dubya and his quote. I don't know about you guys, but does this make any sense to YOU? I'm tired of Dubya's quote about saving the world and promoting freedom and peace. I guess by going to war for oil we're creating peace for our nation and the entire world over. Sooner or later, decades, centuries from now, Iraq is going to find a way to make and obtain nuclear weapons, and then what? Who will win? Nobody. I'm glad I won't be on this Earth when that happens, but I feel sorry for our future generations who will be. I've never understood war and I don't think I ever will.

In the News:Check out HOT pix from January 2005 AVN!

Link of the Day-Art of Miles Thompson
My Wishlist

February 15th -Obsessed?

Ok, so my 'In the News' article from AVN is about Jenna Jameson again. I am not obsessed with her, but she is interesting. And I'm really picky when it comes to blonds. I don't think she is my type of blond. The more exotic ones are prettier to me, such as Penthouse Pet Zdenka. I want to check out Jenna's book though. Linda just finished reading it and said it was full of fun! Today's update is Part 2 of Michiko Minx and I playing around with our stocking covered legs and feet!

In the News:Jenna Jameson ranked in Playboy

Link of the Day-Silly Hats
My Wishlist

February 14th -Happy valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day! I wish you all the best and I hope nobody gets into any fights with your loved one(s) tonight! Remember, it IS the thought that counts. hehe.
Btw, I did get a new car yesterday! I love it. It's like a fresh start or identity when you buy a new car. Your past and all that was affiliated with your old car (including loves and diasters) is washed away. And I had alot of wash! Hehe. For that reason, I believe that I am able to give object